There's No Place Like The North...

All I see now is the wide open sky and the want to run free with people who are like minded and similar in life goals. Together, nothing can hold us back and nothing can tell us where to stop. There is only pure possibility and creative power. We just have to harness it and make our dreams come true.

This is my philosophy on life right now. The people I met at Shambhala this year have really helped me refocus and rid my mind of barriers. It's like being taken and placed on the other side of the wall. Why was that stopping me? Who put that there? I did, oh fuck!! Well, thank you for showing me light. Truely.

Home is where the heart is, and I placed my heart in the best people imaginable. Take me with you! No, wait. I wasn't left behind, I am just a bit lagging. The future knows where I'm at, I just have to catch up. That's all there is to it. It's so simple once it's broken down like that.

I have been immersing myself in the Universal Laws that control the world we exist in. Fucking wow, mind blowing information once you set yourself straight. Here is a really amazing intro link. If this is something you wish to look into further, please message me if you get lost. There's a lot out there.

Album of the Day::
Quixotic and The Human Experience - From the Outside Looking In EP               

That's all I have for now. Love, light, hope, happiness. Let them shine.

Till next time. ♥

Happy Frackin' 2015

Good <insert time of day> fellow strange ones,

I can't believe how fast last year went. MADNESS. I am still typing 2014 everywhere and having to make corrections. Blogging.. will become more of a priority in the new year. I am so O.C.D. that I get stuck on the details and have many draft posts started at once. I get in the state that it's not refined or it will take hoursssss to finish and blah blah blah. It needs to change, is what I'm getting at. Come on me, YOU CAN DO IT! (Insert Rob Schneider's voice here).

Today I woke up at 7am so I could get my shit (chores) started. I want to check stuff of a list, It's exhilarating. Eating this early is a challenge for me, but that's another "resolution" of this year that I would like to improve upon. Working in IT and now making blog posts makes me realize how much my spelling has slipped and I rely upon spell check a bit more than I use to. =[ Grammar and reading speed are a resolution as well lolz.

=-=-=-=-=-PAST BLASTERS-=-=-=-=-=

When last year started, it was looking to turn into the worst year possible. I was in an outrageous situation and had little hope that anything would improve. I was in this funk until August, when my 4th Shambhala was coming up.. Then, I got in the zone. I wanted everything to change once I got back to the states. I was in the middle of moving when I left and had 1/2 my stuff in storage, 1/4 in a new room totally packed up and the last 1/4 at my old place for last week necessities. I had to borrow money and max out credit cards to make my vacation a dream and have two apartments at once in the middle of it all. But it was worth it. Best Shams of my life, and hope that things can only get better from there.

It seems putting myself in this mindstate made the entire experience a bit more... what's the word.. life changing? I've been able to work through reading a lot more books and organizing a lot of my physical shit (you know, ALL THE BOXES?!), and I donated more than any other year in my life. That felt really good, physical pounds I no longer had to carry with me. I'm not going to lie though, I do still have a 10x10 storage unit that's 1/2-3/5ths full. But at least it's all labeled and written down... Someday I'll get renters insurance... Sigh. One step at a time. ;]

This year has started off going rocketship-to-space fast. It's the twelfth!? What? lolz seriously. ;] A topic for another post.

Anyways, those drafts I mentioned in this first paragraph? I plan on posting at least one of them today and getting it finally done =] Not sure which one yet though, I guess that can be a surprise.

See You Space Cowboy..

Five Places I'd Like To Visit...

I was starting this post as a history of where I traveled already in my life.. But through how much time that was taking, I plan on posting that later in the week. In any case, better late and all that jazz... and I love traveling, so don't limit me to this list. ;]

1. Tokyo, Japan :: Hope - Someday
   Going through multiple obsession periods of anime culture, having a crazy tourist adventure in this city has always been a dream. I've been a Fruits of Japan (style) follower for a while, I love seeing what color combinations people are coming up with. It's super inspiring =D
   
2. Paris, France :: Hope - Someday
   Okay, it's not just limited to Paris. I would love to travel across the countryside and see the complex architecture. Wine tasting at vineyards, ride past mansions, and of course shopping, shopping, shopping!! Sidenote, I did take two years of French in High School. Love that language of romance.
   
3. Sydney, Australia :: Hope - Someday sooner rather than later
   The main reason the other first two are marked as just someday is that I'd like to really enjoy the experience, have no time constraint, and have some shopping money when I get there. Sydney has always been one of those places I really want to visit, but also it's pushing close to some of my crazy, crazy bug fears. I am terrified that some of the worlds deadliest creatures all in one beautiful package... Oh and I want to meet the Koalas and pet ALL OF THEM. Places to visit/Things to do:: Surfing (learn to surf before trying this) on one of the most gorgeous beaches in the world, see the Opera House in all it's glory, view the skyline at night with my own eyes, etc, etc..
   
4. New York, New York :: Hope - Someday
   I would love to go to a New York Fashion Week event, any, all of them. It's one of those, in a different life things, In a different life I would have tried to model or actually pursued a fashion design passion adventure. I've enjoyed designing shoes, and hope to further explore them cosplays (learning sewing, crafting, all the ropes). I'd also love to explore the bars and the shops, see the nightlife at it's highest.
   
5. Montreal, Canada :: Hope - Soon
   Who doesn't looooove 18th century architecture in a 21st century city? The Canadian French accents are super fantastic (I love Canada, fave place ever). I'd love to visit the underground city, Notre-Dame Basilica, travel through Old Montreal, Biosphère and the Biodôme. There was a time in my life that I have visited the Botanical Garden, but I don't remember it enough, so that's on the list. Just for the sake of seeing the amazing man made works of art; Parc Jean-Drapeau, St. James United Church, and Mary, Queen of the World Cathedral. Lastly, for the holy shit awesome factor; the Planetarium, and Palais des congrès de Montréal. So so many places.